I can make me own shoe's!
XD
It's totally cool, they are Converse right and you can put anything you want on them. :)
If i ever got them mines would look amazing.
Aw crap, they dont ship internationally, oh my god im so gutted right now i think im gonna shed a wee tear. Well not really, but im still abit gutted to be honest. I actually think that God just hates me right now. Grr.
I all i want is a nice new pair of shoes to last me for the summer, that's all im asking for, please?
Tuesday, 30 March 2010
Tuesday, 23 March 2010
Survival.
I try to stay, but its never the same.
You can never go anywhere without the worry, just waiting for them to strike once more, there is no forgiveness in this. So you hide your pain, does anyone care for you, you never call for them, they call for you.
So she wondered, searching alone for the safe keeping of home, she could never be any closer.
So she closed her eyes and drifted to sleep, but something is there in the dark with her, and it touches and she tries to scream, it thought just tears her inside and she would anything, anything you understand just to wake up.
Sometimes it almost makes her cry, sometimes it seems to call her name out loud, sometimes it feels like she's alone, and then it comes for her agian.
Im told its called the 'un-reality' dream, im told that this like the vengeance of God, i cant believe that God would do this to her.
She's known fear for many times, but nothing like this, she's so scared she cant breath.
Sometimes it almost breaks her heart, sometimes she swears she can hear it laugh at her, she almost just die inside, but then it leaves her dreams again.
It feels like she's fighting the possession in her soul, im told that this is called the sickness of need, she has to cut the sex connection and slide, a word of warning to the weary and wise.
They want to feel her hesitate, they want to feel her pull away, they want her to realise that they are not love come to play.
They want to feel her pink clean skin, the want to feel her purity, they want to her touch thier pain, they want to drown in her misery.
They want to feel her innocence, they want to hear her beg for 'him', they want to be her animal, they want to be her only sin.
This nighmare is breathing.
You can never go anywhere without the worry, just waiting for them to strike once more, there is no forgiveness in this. So you hide your pain, does anyone care for you, you never call for them, they call for you.
So she wondered, searching alone for the safe keeping of home, she could never be any closer.
So she closed her eyes and drifted to sleep, but something is there in the dark with her, and it touches and she tries to scream, it thought just tears her inside and she would anything, anything you understand just to wake up.
Sometimes it almost makes her cry, sometimes it seems to call her name out loud, sometimes it feels like she's alone, and then it comes for her agian.
Im told its called the 'un-reality' dream, im told that this like the vengeance of God, i cant believe that God would do this to her.
She's known fear for many times, but nothing like this, she's so scared she cant breath.
Sometimes it almost breaks her heart, sometimes she swears she can hear it laugh at her, she almost just die inside, but then it leaves her dreams again.
It feels like she's fighting the possession in her soul, im told that this is called the sickness of need, she has to cut the sex connection and slide, a word of warning to the weary and wise.
They want to feel her hesitate, they want to feel her pull away, they want her to realise that they are not love come to play.
They want to feel her pink clean skin, the want to feel her purity, they want to her touch thier pain, they want to drown in her misery.
They want to feel her innocence, they want to hear her beg for 'him', they want to be her animal, they want to be her only sin.
This nighmare is breathing.
Tuesday, 16 March 2010
Drink till your Dead.
Alcohol, Every teenagers friend.
So, apparently the UK has very high drinking problem in under-age teenagers, well to perfectly honest with you, i cant remember the last i seen any teens drinking outside in parks or anywhere outside for that matter.
I myself drink, im 17 so yeah under-age to you, but i control my drinking to some extent and im always with someone over 18 and knows what there doing, so im never really in any danger.
I have also heard that the government is trying raise the legal drinking age from 18 to 21 years old for buying in the shops.
Yeah, like thats totally going to stop 'UNDER-AGE' drinking, as in NOT old enough.
stupid twats.
its going to creat even more under-age drinkers because more people wont be able to buy the alcohol.
I think i've made my point. :)
x
So, apparently the UK has very high drinking problem in under-age teenagers, well to perfectly honest with you, i cant remember the last i seen any teens drinking outside in parks or anywhere outside for that matter.
I myself drink, im 17 so yeah under-age to you, but i control my drinking to some extent and im always with someone over 18 and knows what there doing, so im never really in any danger.
I have also heard that the government is trying raise the legal drinking age from 18 to 21 years old for buying in the shops.
Yeah, like thats totally going to stop 'UNDER-AGE' drinking, as in NOT old enough.
stupid twats.
its going to creat even more under-age drinkers because more people wont be able to buy the alcohol.
I think i've made my point. :)
x
Tuesday, 9 March 2010
Strangers.
Could you ever think of the dangers when you let your child go to the shop on there own, or if you let them have a wee wander around the park for a while, maybe you let them stay in the house on thier own while you go out for only 5 minutes.
Did you know that during that time your kids could be taken, and then killed within that day? Not a nice thought is it, aie i thought so.
Just stealing thier bodies like that, you could never know what they will do to them, this is your fucking hell.
As you worry sickenly for your childs life, just sitting there isn't going to keep them alive for very long if your not looking. Crying at night is not going to make it any better for your pain, screaming at the wall will only make you less sain, this is not your cure for loss. One day your joy will be returned, safe in your arms once again, never leaving your side, isn't always like that?
sorry for the harshness.
im just like that.
Did you know that during that time your kids could be taken, and then killed within that day? Not a nice thought is it, aie i thought so.
Just stealing thier bodies like that, you could never know what they will do to them, this is your fucking hell.
As you worry sickenly for your childs life, just sitting there isn't going to keep them alive for very long if your not looking. Crying at night is not going to make it any better for your pain, screaming at the wall will only make you less sain, this is not your cure for loss. One day your joy will be returned, safe in your arms once again, never leaving your side, isn't always like that?
sorry for the harshness.
im just like that.
Tuesday, 2 March 2010
Bee's.Tree's and little Daisie's. :)
Oh my god! Can the internet get any slower?
I think not my dear.
"Oh look, the sun is coming out". Surprisenly, i wouldn't think i'd say that at this time of the year, because its so bloody cold! XD
So basically Spring time has arrived for us and to be rather honest with you, i havent noticed any change in the weather at all, so no, spring ain't here.
I mean, the sun is out now but its really, really cold outside and a wee bit windy too, which is totally not good for my hair, if you know what i mean.
And, aren't the tree's supposed to be all green and blooming now?
and where are the bee's! not that i like bee's, they sting, its just i like hearing the buzzing noises that they make during the day.
I think diasies are nice though, small little white things, annoying to make bracelets out of though, stupid little waste of space flowers!!
:)
anyway.
hoping that summer is gonna be better than this because im not entirely happy with the seasons right now to be honest with you.
toodles.
x
I think not my dear.
"Oh look, the sun is coming out". Surprisenly, i wouldn't think i'd say that at this time of the year, because its so bloody cold! XD
So basically Spring time has arrived for us and to be rather honest with you, i havent noticed any change in the weather at all, so no, spring ain't here.
I mean, the sun is out now but its really, really cold outside and a wee bit windy too, which is totally not good for my hair, if you know what i mean.
And, aren't the tree's supposed to be all green and blooming now?
and where are the bee's! not that i like bee's, they sting, its just i like hearing the buzzing noises that they make during the day.
I think diasies are nice though, small little white things, annoying to make bracelets out of though, stupid little waste of space flowers!!
:)
anyway.
hoping that summer is gonna be better than this because im not entirely happy with the seasons right now to be honest with you.
toodles.
x
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