Every Day I Die.

Do you know what really grinds my gears?
Bullying. ¬¬
To be perfectly honest, its the most stupidest thing thats ever happened, who in thier sick mind would get the warped joy of causing someone dispair and fear is totally beyond me.
I'll walk around, when i see these things that happen to them, part of me just really wants to run up to the bully and kick the crap out of them, but im just sick enough to just watch and walk away, forgeting the pain thats going to scar them, not to be saved.
You can hardly breath, i'll look at you falling down, before my eyes, its disgusting.

The reasons why they do are beyond me, but its not like im going to stop them halfway and ask "hey, why do actually bully people?", because my answer will probably be a punch in the face, not that i woulnd't punch them back, i just wouldn't be bothered to take the shit from them.
There jeleous little pathetic faces aren't worth the hassle in my terms, im not going in fight for someone that cant take there own stick.
All the want is your heart and soul, your tears to fall, they will see innocence, they will lead you to suicide, your tortured soul, just to show your pain. That's what I think to be perfectly honest with you, your thier one obsession.

If this all sounds harsh to you then im truly sorry, but im a really twisted and sick person inside, i have been bullied so much, im already dead inside :)
So look me in the eye, and tell me what you think, because its all going to be ignored, im never going to listen to small minded people like you.
Its a sensitive subject to talk about when som much has happened in my little life, just use your imagination about what i mean, its all twisted anyway.

I leave you now.
x

2010.

does anybody know when the brit awards start?
oh wait thats tonight. XD
never actually watched the thing but, apparantly its the best thing thats happened to the small minded public people for the last 33 years.
i really dont want to sit and stare into a colourfull box with silly noises coming out of it, just to watch something that gives out meaninless awards for the most useless of accomplishments.

that is all.
:)

rargh.rargh.

Where is the need for all this much work?Let's all draw stupid wee lines for something thats meant to be worked on a computer.Too be rather honest with you, I couldn't actually get this finished in time, i guess im with one of those poeple that when theres too much going, thier brian will just shut down and become alienated and with a slight hint of white niose in the background.Already happened now.

Crappy Morning.

I was pretty sure that i had set my alarm clock last night, obviously NOT if it decided not to go off this morning, stupid little beepy things. Major rushing this morning as i really couldn't find anything that i needed for college, never even got my breakfast. :(
When i got in the car to go to college, i thought i had everything, obviously not if i had make big dash back to this house for my sketchbook! My step-dad was not happy and i wasnae too chuffed either if i had to say so myself.
So college here i am now, with my nice hot chocolate that im rather suprised that i can drink in this class when there is computers everywhere. LOL. But im very careful with my drinks, or am i? Im really not going to sit here and find out so im just going to drink it really fast.
AGH!
too hot too hot. hmm not going to do that agian am i.
:)

Snow!

Woke up this morning, thinking it was gonna be a nice day and what did i see out the window?
Snow!
so much snow, its stupid.
and heres me thinking it was all gone now.
oh well =/