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Today started off pretty "cold!", and somewhat rather crappy, although I always seem that a day will be crappy if it's cold, silly to think so I guess.
Right now I can see Samantha Janye Walters, watching another one of those stupid Guitar Hero videos, what's the point woman?
Shuan showed us all this awesome video of a Duck Song, i thought it was totally cute, yet rather annoying as the lyrics are just repeating over and over and over and over and over and over and over. . . well you get the point yes?

God, he's watching it right now and i just here it going over and over and over and over and. . . nevermind.

OMG!
I finally got a new brush today and it made me so happy that i got to have nice soft hair once again, but i had a huge fit in Asda because of the completely ridiculous prices for a damn brush!
I mean, theres, no way in hell, on my budget, that im going to pay £7.98 for a bloody brush that looks like it was produced by god damn Poundland, you can forget about that totally.

But overall, ive had a nice day with my friends and thursday is going to be just the same.
: )

Just Cause Your Hardcore

I've been told that I have to make a blog about Myspace.
yaaay Myspacccccccccce :P


Liam says my hearts are fat :(
bitch ¬¬

but yeah, Myspace just doesn't seem to be the high rising popular social website that it used to be a few years ago, since i started my account 3 years ago, its slowly lost its "oomf" if y'know what i mean.

I wouldn't say myself that i really enjoy the site, but its more of a just check it every now and again just to keep it active incase i ever need to start fully using it again lol.
To be honest with you, the site these days is mostly used for the promotion of mainstream and un-signed music bands, which is great considering that i've heard that many talent scouts and agencies are browsing the site everyday for "fresh new meat".
So they can take all of your money and burn you into the rotting ground where you belong!
:)
In conclusion, i'm just not that keen on Myspace.
ciao! x

My Lovely Day (:

Today started off pretty slow to be honest, i thought it would suck forever lol.
But then Liam had finally arrived and i was happy again, yaaaaaay! =D
Started with art and design aswell, i made a lovely jigsaw piece of paper and i drew an anime girl and on, but to be honest with you, i wasn't very happy with it, it was ruuuubbbish :(

We looked at Hybrid Cars in Graphics class, but they all look so wierd to me, but i found this massive monster of a car, it was like a beast, the size of a garage, I just couldn't take my eyes off of it :D
Lunch time was well fun kin >.<
Bloody chips, juice, throwing bottle, Jayne, Ribenna times, nibbles, fags, some more Jayne, fun arguments that i like to watch.

I've enjoyed my day today :)
and i've enjoyed being with my Liam :D
<3

Mowgli's Road.

Ten silver spoons coming after me :)

I really don't like the way my hair is looking at the moment, i might have to have a wee go at giving it a cut later on tonight, so if it all goes good i should look not too bad as well.
I was feeling rather shit and ill but i told the bugger where to go and that soon cleared up LOL.
I'm also getting rather annoying with my dad's cooker, it doesn't seem to want to cook my food in the correct time that is should do and the timer is all fucked up as i keep putting it at the wrong setting. XD


I've learnt to love me for who i am, my freckles are who i am, my spots are who i am and my glasses are very much who i am :)
so i'm not letting anyone get to me for the way i look anymore, i'm proud of who i am and i'll never change.

:D

*Cough!*

WHAT I WOULD LIKE TO LEARN IN CLASS TODAY!
FUKING AYE KIN PURE CHEESE BAW.

I WANNA DO FACEBOOK!
I WANNA DO GAMES!
I WANNA LEARN HOW TO BLOG SO THAT I DINNAE NEED TAE KEN!
=D



oh, and i like social software ;)

Random Cheesey Badger Covered In Cheese!

Sammi smells like cheese :P
I love cheese =)

(:

I know that this has completely nothing to do with the subject of this calss today but i would just like to say that yesterday was amazing!
(:



Anyway, today we have to blog about um, well blogging. Not really sure how i'm supposed to do that to be honest, but we'll see soon.
So apperantly Apple have decided to bring out another new and improved iPhone, to be honest it just looks the same to me, but it's silver and it probably does exactly the same rubbish as all the other iPhones that have been produced, but no, it's got a brand new colour so you MUST by it cause it's latest bloody thing.

After looking at the BBC News website today, I found a report on someting really stupid, some hairdresser guy in Kent had been told to remove a billboard poster for the salon, which features his wife, becuase a resident complained of it showing 'too much cleavage'.
How silly and protective can one person get?
Some woman had siad that it very dis-tasteful to show "so much cleavage on a public building", but it's his salon, im pretty sure he's a right to be put up advertisments on his own salon, dont you think?

Oh and BBC's top news of today?
Some guy retiring from Tesco's.
Exciting stuff.
(:


Ok.
I know that I havent typed up much, but its only becuase the news of today is really really boring and theres actually nothing to discuss about.
I promise that the next time that im on this, my blod will actually be worth reading.

x

Fears

So we all have phobia's.
You have them, I have them, even my mum has them and she's a tank.
When i was younger, I had far too many, it was pretty much unreal to have so many of them.
Such as.

- planes
- trains
- double decker busses
- spiders
- seagulls
- the dark
- the beach ( i'd hate it when the tide was coming in)
- flumes at the swimming pool
- bridges (e.g the Forth Road Bridge)
- being in large crowds
- being alone
- scared of goths at the age of 5
- roller coasters
- ghost trains
- hieghts
- peadophiles
- confined into small spaces
- making speeches in front of a large amount of people
- dogs
- boats


I think thats pretty much about really, but im sure theres much more than that.
I not scared of most of those things anymore just the planes, spiders and the hieghts. XD
Yes, i know you are all thinking on how i can be scared of so many things, but back then, I was just a really complicated child and so hence forth I just couldn't cope with the normal things in life.
I still am complicated to be honest with you.

x

Let's Start Again.

So you've stood your ground for all your life, never letting anyone walk allover you, so what is the difference now?
Somehow you created a dirft, a drift in your life that separates you from others, just because of your actions. I don't think you realised the damage that this would cause in the lives of others, but then you've never really cared for others at all.
So now you pull back and maybe think for a moment, was all really worth the hassle? Just for a little self satisfaction in your mind and will it ever be living down?

My answer for you.
No.


Let's hear your reason.
Let's see you fall.
Let's watch you crawl.
Let's pretend your dead.
Because i don't expect.
That you'll ever change.


x.

:)

This weekend was pretty great to be honest, we had a BBQ two days in a row, we had the whole family up aswell, I loved it. :)
When we had one on Sunday though, it was just me, my mum and my step-dad, which was fine to me really. Just after we had finished and were all full up, it started to rain like really badly, it was total pouring doon likes.

I got these nice shorts yesterday, i actually really like them, the only worry for me is the tights that im wearing. They have this weird ladder thing going on near the top which scares me into thinking that there gonna rip at some point. They better bloody not likes or im gonna freak out. XD

Well, the big argument between my mates is still going. XD
its actually really funny to be honest, just what there saying to each other.
This all starting with somebody deleting someones work, not sure what the big intention of doing it was really for, but they did and thats that.
So a big fight blew out about it all and Im actually taking anybodies side, im just down to sit back and enjoy the show really. :)












Ah, I love my Liam so much.
x

Let's all just drink ourselfs to death, i'm pretty darn sure that we will have a good time anyway. Go on, nothing is stopping you from slowly destroying your insides just for a good night out, maybe even start a wee fight while your at it, or how about just seriously injuring yourself in the process.
Then again, I love to give in the temptation, just for the thrills, but then we can all destroy together, just for that one good night out.

So i have been trying to stop smoking right, so i havent smoked since sunday too so im reather proud of myself. But now i have cravings, so it feels like i want to slaughter someone or something!
IDONTWANTAGODDAMNFAG!



I'm totally fine, totally fine, totally fine, totally fine, totally fine, totally fine, totally fine, totally fine, totally fine, totally fine, totally fine, totally fine, totally fine, totally fine, totally fine, totally fine, totally fine, totally fine, totally fine, totally fine, totally fine, totally fine, totally fine, totally fine, totally fine.
:D

Random.

You know what?
Instead of like just rambling on about one silly topic for hours on end, i'll just talk about anything that comes to mind.

Like Bebo for starters, so AOL have decided to either shut down ro sell-off the bebo franchise due to the fact that its lost over 40 million users per month and was last recorded at just 12 million users in February 2010.
To be honest with you, I really don't see the massive issue with this, it's just another social networking site that just happens to be losing millions of user's becuase its that not good anymore. Yet so many people I know are making a massive fuss over the little things about it, such as what's going to happen to everybody' pictures, hello? there is a thing called 'Save Picture As..' you idiots.
And nobody cares about your silly comments either as you probably forgot all about them until just now.
To be honest, Bebo is a failing website, sorry but its just not that popular anymore.

You know what.
That's all im really gonna talk about for now cause i think i've made my point lol.
:)

So Gary Numan has decided to record a new song called 'The Fall', but sadly he has only released a demo version of the track. Thankfully though somehow i have managed to find the BBC 6 Radio recording of the full track and it sounds just like it would as if it was from the his new album 'Dead Son Rising'.
Oh my god, seriously, Marilyn Manson doing a cover version of Down In The Park, it's absolutey awful, he's just ruined an awesome track. He sounds even worse when he sings it live, he just doesn't have the right key in his voice for the track and i think he shouldn have just left it.
Ah!
Extended version of 'I Can't Stop', it's absolutely amazing, i have to have it XD.


I may admit that i have a problem.
:)

Shoes.

I can make me own shoe's!
XD
It's totally cool, they are Converse right and you can put anything you want on them. :)
If i ever got them mines would look amazing.
Aw crap, they dont ship internationally, oh my god im so gutted right now i think im gonna shed a wee tear. Well not really, but im still abit gutted to be honest. I actually think that God just hates me right now. Grr.
I all i want is a nice new pair of shoes to last me for the summer, that's all im asking for, please?

Survival.

I try to stay, but its never the same.
You can never go anywhere without the worry, just waiting for them to strike once more, there is no forgiveness in this. So you hide your pain, does anyone care for you, you never call for them, they call for you.
So she wondered, searching alone for the safe keeping of home, she could never be any closer.
So she closed her eyes and drifted to sleep, but something is there in the dark with her, and it touches and she tries to scream, it thought just tears her inside and she would anything, anything you understand just to wake up.

Sometimes it almost makes her cry, sometimes it seems to call her name out loud, sometimes it feels like she's alone, and then it comes for her agian.
Im told its called the 'un-reality' dream, im told that this like the vengeance of God, i cant believe that God would do this to her.
She's known fear for many times, but nothing like this, she's so scared she cant breath.
Sometimes it almost breaks her heart, sometimes she swears she can hear it laugh at her, she almost just die inside, but then it leaves her dreams again.
It feels like she's fighting the possession in her soul, im told that this is called the sickness of need, she has to cut the sex connection and slide, a word of warning to the weary and wise.

They want to feel her hesitate, they want to feel her pull away, they want her to realise that they are not love come to play.
They want to feel her pink clean skin, the want to feel her purity, they want to her touch thier pain, they want to drown in her misery.
They want to feel her innocence, they want to hear her beg for 'him', they want to be her animal, they want to be her only sin.


This nighmare is breathing.

Drink till your Dead.

Alcohol, Every teenagers friend.
So, apparently the UK has very high drinking problem in under-age teenagers, well to perfectly honest with you, i cant remember the last i seen any teens drinking outside in parks or anywhere outside for that matter.
I myself drink, im 17 so yeah under-age to you, but i control my drinking to some extent and im always with someone over 18 and knows what there doing, so im never really in any danger.

I have also heard that the government is trying raise the legal drinking age from 18 to 21 years old for buying in the shops.
Yeah, like thats totally going to stop 'UNDER-AGE' drinking, as in NOT old enough.
stupid twats.


its going to creat even more under-age drinkers because more people wont be able to buy the alcohol.
I think i've made my point. :)

x

Strangers.

Could you ever think of the dangers when you let your child go to the shop on there own, or if you let them have a wee wander around the park for a while, maybe you let them stay in the house on thier own while you go out for only 5 minutes.
Did you know that during that time your kids could be taken, and then killed within that day? Not a nice thought is it, aie i thought so.
Just stealing thier bodies like that, you could never know what they will do to them, this is your fucking hell.
As you worry sickenly for your childs life, just sitting there isn't going to keep them alive for very long if your not looking. Crying at night is not going to make it any better for your pain, screaming at the wall will only make you less sain, this is not your cure for loss. One day your joy will be returned, safe in your arms once again, never leaving your side, isn't always like that?


sorry for the harshness.
im just like that.

Bee's.Tree's and little Daisie's. :)

Oh my god! Can the internet get any slower?
I think not my dear.
"Oh look, the sun is coming out". Surprisenly, i wouldn't think i'd say that at this time of the year, because its so bloody cold! XD
So basically Spring time has arrived for us and to be rather honest with you, i havent noticed any change in the weather at all, so no, spring ain't here.
I mean, the sun is out now but its really, really cold outside and a wee bit windy too, which is totally not good for my hair, if you know what i mean.

And, aren't the tree's supposed to be all green and blooming now?
and where are the bee's! not that i like bee's, they sting, its just i like hearing the buzzing noises that they make during the day.
I think diasies are nice though, small little white things, annoying to make bracelets out of though, stupid little waste of space flowers!!
:)

anyway.
hoping that summer is gonna be better than this because im not entirely happy with the seasons right now to be honest with you.
toodles.
x

Every Day I Die.

Do you know what really grinds my gears?
Bullying. ¬¬
To be perfectly honest, its the most stupidest thing thats ever happened, who in thier sick mind would get the warped joy of causing someone dispair and fear is totally beyond me.
I'll walk around, when i see these things that happen to them, part of me just really wants to run up to the bully and kick the crap out of them, but im just sick enough to just watch and walk away, forgeting the pain thats going to scar them, not to be saved.
You can hardly breath, i'll look at you falling down, before my eyes, its disgusting.

The reasons why they do are beyond me, but its not like im going to stop them halfway and ask "hey, why do actually bully people?", because my answer will probably be a punch in the face, not that i woulnd't punch them back, i just wouldn't be bothered to take the shit from them.
There jeleous little pathetic faces aren't worth the hassle in my terms, im not going in fight for someone that cant take there own stick.
All the want is your heart and soul, your tears to fall, they will see innocence, they will lead you to suicide, your tortured soul, just to show your pain. That's what I think to be perfectly honest with you, your thier one obsession.

If this all sounds harsh to you then im truly sorry, but im a really twisted and sick person inside, i have been bullied so much, im already dead inside :)
So look me in the eye, and tell me what you think, because its all going to be ignored, im never going to listen to small minded people like you.
Its a sensitive subject to talk about when som much has happened in my little life, just use your imagination about what i mean, its all twisted anyway.

I leave you now.
x

2010.

does anybody know when the brit awards start?
oh wait thats tonight. XD
never actually watched the thing but, apparantly its the best thing thats happened to the small minded public people for the last 33 years.
i really dont want to sit and stare into a colourfull box with silly noises coming out of it, just to watch something that gives out meaninless awards for the most useless of accomplishments.

that is all.
:)

rargh.rargh.

Where is the need for all this much work?Let's all draw stupid wee lines for something thats meant to be worked on a computer.Too be rather honest with you, I couldn't actually get this finished in time, i guess im with one of those poeple that when theres too much going, thier brian will just shut down and become alienated and with a slight hint of white niose in the background.Already happened now.

Crappy Morning.

I was pretty sure that i had set my alarm clock last night, obviously NOT if it decided not to go off this morning, stupid little beepy things. Major rushing this morning as i really couldn't find anything that i needed for college, never even got my breakfast. :(
When i got in the car to go to college, i thought i had everything, obviously not if i had make big dash back to this house for my sketchbook! My step-dad was not happy and i wasnae too chuffed either if i had to say so myself.
So college here i am now, with my nice hot chocolate that im rather suprised that i can drink in this class when there is computers everywhere. LOL. But im very careful with my drinks, or am i? Im really not going to sit here and find out so im just going to drink it really fast.
AGH!
too hot too hot. hmm not going to do that agian am i.
:)

Snow!

Woke up this morning, thinking it was gonna be a nice day and what did i see out the window?
Snow!
so much snow, its stupid.
and heres me thinking it was all gone now.
oh well =/